Friday, May 21, 2010
Hoping the Fog Will Clear
I've been living in a fog for the past week or so. Really. It's like I'm in a constant daydream or something. People come into my office to talk about work or just to chit-chat and I am sitting across from them at my desk, trying to make eye contact. Trying to concentrate. Trying to be engaged. Trying to look interested. Normally I don't have to try to do any of this. I welcome interruptions at work. I love having visitors. But this week has been different. It's hard to explain, but when I talk it almost feels like I am outside of my body watching myself. I am awkward. I go blank in the middle of a sentence. I'm sure I'm coming across very rude. I look disinterested. I don't mean to be. What's wrong with me?! My brain is in a fog. I hope it clears soon.