I think about it a lot. I know I made the right choice for me. For my family. But I wish I had not been forced to make that decision. The situation could have been avoided and that makes me sad.
Unfortunately I cannot go into details about it here. It must remain private. But it bothers me. Almost five years later, it still bothers me and I often think about what might have been.
I had no other option at the time. I still believe that it was for the best and I made the right decision. But I feel sad. Wistful. Guilty.